sober saturday

the blog is dying no? the blog has taken a backseat to the rest of my life. or its just been changing. when ican, when i think about it. ive been busy i guess. estoy intentando aprender espanol :| .... necesito you know if youre in the know. you know. this morning i am feeling quite..... uncertain i guess. thats a great word to describe it because i really dont know how to interpret my feelings. never been so good at it. maybe a few k hole trips will do me good. a 3rd person perspective on how i have been interacting with life. probably not. havent been doin too hot saving. thinking were gonn ahave to figure something else out to ensure our long hiatus from america in the coming months. thats fine. we make shit happen. chet baker is on right now.... ive had my morning cigarette and my shot of espresso... my stomach is destroyed as per usual, in account of the fernets and pizza i ate last night at the bar.... you think the late night stoned walk would sort this kind of thing out... but i guesss not. well.... off to the bathroom.